My Life as Open Source

Despite all my rage I am still just a rat in a cage

日記的長期讀者,應該不止第一次看到我這麼說:「iPod 個random mode 好邪!」

真的,我又要再寫多次!

某個星期六,受了幾件事沖激,心情跌至谷底,一時間分不清被甚麼原因弄得鬱沈沈,即使去了shopping 也無法宣泄情緒。在回家路上,我聽著iPod 的「隨機播放」, 劈頭第一首歌就是Moby 的Why does my heart feel so bad? 接著播了幾首洗滌心靈的歌,如The Doors 的Crystal Ship,Kula Shaker 的Govinda,Moby 的35 minutes 等等,聽到Jim Morrison 啍The days are bright and filled with pain, enclose me in your gentle rain,眼淚已徐徐落下。最後聽到的是Linkin Park 的Somewhere I belong,中間的歌詞:

Just stuck, hollow and alone
And the fault is my own, and the fault is my own
I wanna heal, I wanna feel what I thought was never real
I wanna let go of the pain I’ve felt so long
‘Erase all the pain till it’s gone’
I wanna heal, I wanna feel like I’m close to something real
I wanna find something I’ve wanted all along
Somewhere I belong

簡直「腰心腰肺」!

那一程車聽了很多好好聽的歌,不過現在已沒甚印像,只記得落車時心情已好轉,這一服心靈藥方效力真強。

  1. 冬冬, want an avatar? Get a gravatar. Reply to this comment
    11:43 on October 6th, 2005

    最近我硬是覺得部iPod的random function有問題。洗歌成日洗得唔係好均。一聽開容祖兒﹐突然連續幾隻都係容祖兒。要叫apple check下random的algorithm先至得! 嘻嘻~

  2. calaglin, want an avatar? Get a gravatar. Reply to this comment
    15:24 on October 6th, 2005

    我都一直覺得ipod既random function好邪,

    好似知你想聽咩歌咁!!@@

  3. Chainsaw Riot, want an avatar? Get a gravatar. Reply to this comment
    16:07 on October 6th, 2005

    Question: have you rated your songs in the iTunes library?

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    17:05 on October 6th, 2005

    你會向另一半哭訴嗎? 賤內少少委屈就喊晒架la

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    22:54 on October 6th, 2005

    SJ: People said that the shuffle is not random… so we introduce this new feature… to make it less random! lol

    iPod shuffle = shuffle…Maybe I need to try it later…
    my iPod = 60GB iPod photo…shuffle the whole library, can it match my feeling???

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    02:23 on October 7th, 2005

    冬冬:係咁架,我發現佢好興一個artist 幾首歌。

    calaglin,Chainsaw:有,所聽到的歌得分多為五至四粒星,我的地厘蛇書簽有random 的數學推理,不能睇唔明,最終結論是因為心理問題先覺得邪。

    pcheung:有時都會,不過一般自己能應付都唔會咁做。因為我覺得一時唔開心其實都係小事一宗。

    TinTin:我有iPod 五部,5 GB的iPod,4 GB 的iPod mini,1 GB iPod Shuffle,20 GB 的iPod同2GB 的iPod nano,在每部機聽random 都試過「撞邪」,所以我估跟用咩model 的iPod 關係不大。不過,我強烈推薦你試用random 方式聽歌,會有意想不到的經驗。

  7. Chainsaw Riot, want an avatar? Get a gravatar. Reply to this comment
    10:47 on October 7th, 2005

    Yeah, I subscribed to your del.icio.us. The link you bookmarked will be directed to my d.i.u (I like this short form and love to produce it in Cantonese) inbox. That’s why del.icio.us is a social bookmark.

    I never know that the shuffle function will play the same song consecutively!