My Life as Open Source

Despite all my rage I am still just a rat in a cage

I don’t have any reasons to update recently. Blah blah blah. Oh, 山之巨人 is being delayed. No way! I’m in a big hurry to get it.

Reading Chainsaw’s diary makes me think “How to keep a functional relationship?”

It’s sucha jumble of feelings. I don’t want to talk much about the future yet – I don’t see Derek much, absence makes the heart grow fonder. I don’t call him in weekdays. The more calls I make I’ll attach myself to him. Every time when we’re having fun, I think, “I can live on by myself if we break up.” That’s such a terrible, morbid thought – I know it is, but it’s really a method of Love/Self preservation. And we’ve been going out for 3 years….it works!

This week is going by fast. But still my life is incredibly dreary and dull.

I hope everyone have a great weekend!

當日今日:
  1. 2012:  膠清battle city(1)
  2. 2010:  秘密(3)
  3. 2009:  時間(4)
  4. 2009:  駅路(4)
  5. 2008:  包裝女工(4)
  6. 2007:  Quruli 十年精選(0)
  7. 2001:  With this ring I wed thee true(0)

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