近兩年靠聽Smashing Pumpkins 的Machina, Radiohead 的 Kid A 吊命維生。為了Radiohead 的新專輯，要破例一次訂隻給自己，一隻送給老Joyce，oh are you reading it Joyce?
今天心情不好，思念cassette tape 不斷重播重播重播。是因為昨晚聽著很sad 的歌入睡！﹖
My heart is aching.
Rotten Apple - Smashing Pumpkins
Dirty your face with longing and grace, God-given
Suffer her heart and love her when your love goes unrequited
Where the cool winds blow I must surely go
For my love calls me lo to drag her from the depths of my soul
When will I see her again?
The other side of friends
The darkened clouds of death
The empty-breathed desire
Dirty your face with longing and grace, God-given
Suffer her heart and love her when your love goes unrequited
Restless in my speech
And ruthless in my teach
So vacant in my breach,
I drive the dirt of her garden
Sorrow
She’ll never listen again
No other lovers to bend
Just rotten apples to eat
Slathered yellow distant scorn
Dirty your face with longing and grace, God-given
Suffer her heart and love her when your love goes unrequited
Life just fades away
Purity just begs
Dust to dust we’re wired into sadness
